Surrounded by great people with beautiful souls injected good vibes and can create wonderful environment filled with positive energy, optimistic surrounding and uplifting experience that enhances one's mood and overall well being. That is one of the expensive 'gifts' that one should be grateful for. For that reason, it cuts me deep when I lose great coworkers recently. Their absence really impacted me in some way I could never express. Sigh.. But that is part and partial of life that I need to embrace. It is undeniable that the pain of missing someone is a natural, intense emotion that can manifest as sadness, emptiness and longing. But that is the bitterness of separation that I need to swallow.
When Hajah had accidentally injured and unable to walk due to friction on her left foot bone, I felt quite lost. It was quite emotionally challenging for not having her around for quite a long time, as she is my right-handed person who had always being helpful whenever needed. Due to prolong MC issued by the oncologist plus her mobile inability, Hajah stayed home in order to heal. I rang her almost everyday since then, missing her presents as she always made up my days. I had never imagined that I can miss a coworker that deep and dearly. It has been more than a month ever since the incident and she is now healing slowly.
In the midst of losing another dear friend of mine who is also the team player amongst my senior leader team, I courageously had to face the fact that I am losing a dedicated, yet committed senior discipline teacher as she was appointed to be one of the officers in Jemaah Nazir Johor. Dr Eow Yee Leng will officially leave us to serve for the JNJ tomorrow. Her stern, firm but yet motherly personality can never been replaced. Up to now, I could never nominate anyone to replace her as the greatest investigator in SMed. Sigh, again!
It is a pain missing anyone in life but I believe that somehow absence can sharpen love and brings good deeds to others. Moreover, people who teach us good values in life will stay in our heart forever. I really wish Hajah for her speedy recovery and for Dr Eow to be successful in her new job and her future endeavors. As for myself, I will let my heart to grief for a while before moving on soonest possible! Head up and be strong, Zahizan!! 😢
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